It is what it is...

Yes. It is what it is -- is what I usually hear from my boss whenever he disagrees about something, but he can't do anything about it since it was already approved by somebody higher in the org chart :)

Anyway, most of you may not know it yet... I lost one of my elder sister to breast cancer in January, right after we got into the hospital where she was checked in. It was the most painfull scene I have ever witnessed. I was by her bedside until her last breath. Until now, everything is still fresh in my mind. If I only have the power...

It was one of the reasons why I don't feel like writing for a couple of months. Everytime the scene comes to my mind, it just hurt. So bad. But I think it won't stop not until I write about it. So here I am. I hope it will ease the pain a little...and I will slowly learn to let go...

And accept that it is what it is...